David Wilkerson’s heartfelt plea for “anguish”

Saw this absolutely phenomenal message over at Timmy Brister’s blog. This is how Timmy describes it:

David Wilkerson shares about what I have learned to be “soul travail.” No one talks about it these days, but I’ve read about it from the Puritans and those whom God used in history to bring revival and renewal to God’s people.

I must say, this brought back many memories of better times in my own spiritual life, and created deep longings for something of this spirit again.


Sermon Prep and the Chemistry of Fear

I have a sermon to prepare.

As usual, I’m excited….and scared.

I’m excited because the creative process is often so enjoyable: discovering profound truth, framing clear and simple sentences, crafting an attractive structure, etc., all by the grace of God of course.

I’m anxious because it may take me many frustrating hours, baskets of waste paper, and deep brain pain. I may have hours of “unproductive” work ahead. And what if, by the end of the day, I still have no sermon worth preaching?

And sometimes that anxiety, even terror, can be paralyzing. Maybe I should catch up on email. Maybe I should organize my study. Maybe I should pray more. Maybe I should write a blog post…

Actually, what I should probably do is go out running (and pray as I go).


In The Creative Brain on Exercise, Jonathan Fields notes:

The physical state of our bodies can either serve or subvert the quest to create genius. We all know this intuitively. But with rare exceptions, because life seems to value output over the humanity of the process and the ability to sustain genius, attention to health, fitness, and exercise almost always take a back seat. That’s tragic. Choosing art over health rather than art fueled by health kills you faster; it also makes the process so much more miserable and leads to poorer, slower, less innovative, and shallower creative output.

In Spark: The Revolutionary New Science of Exercise and the Brain, Dr John Ratey demonstrated that exercise is not so much about six-packs and cellulite, but about brain chemistry and electricity. He cites the following data to prove the connection:

  • A 2004 study led by Joshua Broman-Fulks of the University of Southern Mississippi that showed students who walked at 50 percent of their maximum heart rates or ran on treadmills at 60 to 90 percent of their maximum heart rates reduced their sensitivity to anxiety, and that though rigorous exercise worked better. “Only the high intensity group felt less afraid of the physical symptoms of anxiety, and the distinction started to show up after just the second exercise session.”
  • A 2006 Dutch study of 19,288 twins and their families that demonstrated that those who exercised were “less anxious, less depressed, less neurotic, and also more socially outgoing.”
  • A 1999 Finnish study of 3,403 people that revealed that those who exercised two to three times a week “experience significantly less depression, anger, stress, and ‘cynical distrust.’”

Ratey argues that exercise not only improves the brain’s chemistry, and the way it processes fear and anxiety, but even changes its shape – for the better. Jonathan Fields summarizes the research:

Studies now prove that aerobic exercise both increases the size of the prefrontal cortex and facilitates interaction between it and the amygdala. This is vitally important to creators because the prefrontal cortex is the part of the brain that helps tamp down the amygdala’s fear and anxiety signals.

He concludes:

Anyone involved in a creative endeavor should tap exercise as a potent elixir to help transform the uncomfortable sensation of anxiety from a source of pain and paralysis into something not only manageable but harnessable. Exercise, it turns out, especially at higher levels of intensity, is an incredibly potent tool in the quest to train in the arts of the fear alchemist.

Yes, we need the Holy Spirit. But we may also need a new pair of training shoes.


Old Testament Introduction Lectures

Here are SermonAudio links to the next four lectures in my Old Testament Introduction course. The pdf documents contain a skeleton of the notes for students to fill in as we go along.

Lecture 5. Numbers Overview: Chastisement of a Covenant People

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Lecture 6. Deuteronomy Overview: Renewal of a Covenant People

Audio     pdf

Lecture 7. Historical Books Overview: Redemptive History

Audio     pdf

Lecture 8. Judges Overview: Rebellious History

Audio     pdf

Lecture 9. Ruth Overview: Redeemer’s History

Audio     pdf

The previous lecture links are here and here.

And if you want to keep track of where we’re going with the lectures in the coming weeks, here’s the Course Schedule (pdf).


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Rico Tice is Associate Minister of Evangelism at All Souls Church, Langham Place, London. He is also Founder of Christianity Explored, the evangelistic introductory course to Christianity. This week on the Connected Kingdom podcast, Rico talks about the impact of John Stott upon his life and ministry, how his previous singleness made Christianity Explored possible, and how he keeps his own evangelistic fervor alive. US listeners can find Christianity Explored resources here.

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