Two things I ask of you; deny them not to me before I die: Remove far from me falsehood and lying; give me neither poverty nor riches; feed me with the food that is needful for me, lest I be full and deny you and say, “Who is the Lord?” or lest I be poor and steal and profane the name of my God.” Proverbs 30:5-9.

I read this passage this morning. Please pray for me. The last antidepressant I took it made the depression and anxiety worse. I”m about to call a clinic to ask if I qualify for TMS therapy yet. I’m terrified I’ll be turned down again and will have to try more medications. None of the medications I tried over a 25 year period ever worked and I can’t go through it again.