Can I recommend Kara Dedert’s blog for your reading, and especially the latest post, When counting your blessings doesn’t help the pain. Kara and her husband Daryl were missionaries in Cambodia when their fourth child, Calvin Luke, was born with serious brain abnormalities. You can follow Kara and Daryl’s story of their struggle with this providence, and their subsequent return to North America, through Kara’s incredibly honest and deeply moving blog posts.